Monday, April 12, 2010
A good Daughter-in-law, good Sister-in-law and a good motherthe first one to wake up and run up to the windows when it rains in the middle of the night
waking up 3, 4 times for the crying baby, patiently and caringly feeding the baby
spending a whole day taking care of her own child without complaining a single bit, the smile on her face when she gaze upon the face of her own child is always there.
Monday, February 01, 2010
One day we shall all return to a place, somewhere we can truly say "We Belong"Away from this place, where love can turn into hate
passion turns into poison
friends turn to foe
hope turns to despair
Someday we shall be there together, thinking back from our era, our mistakes, our lives, our memories
though those shards remains in thsi very ground, where it lingers indefinitely, for future generation to discover and protect
dont really know whats wrong but life seemed so cruel at times
earlier on while having dinner at the kopitiam near my place with sq, chanced upon a bird with broken feets...
it only had 1 toe left yet it seemed fine living with it
one being's strength may turn into others weakness
exams coming already... this week is the 15th week saw on Nana's blog
"REALISE THAT EVERYTIME WHEN WE GET CLOSER WITH OUR CLASSMATES, WE ARE GONNA CHANGE CLASS SOON"
So true.... :(
well i hope when we meet along the streets we'd still say hi and stuff :)
so fast almost year 2 already... now abit scared tht i will fail FA and Maths and then need retake...
fuck..zzz
somemore the fucking cough is back... ytd night coughed myself to sleep, its again those kind Near Vomitting kind of vomit...
just now in bus oso like tht...
jia lat loh
hope i will survive till coming holis
Thursday, January 07, 2010
A Year to Remember, a better Year ahead.Haven't been posting , realised i havent made a new year posts like everybody did :P
2009,
have been a great year and i experienced alot thru this year
graduations, seperations, creations, continuations.
Things I've done meaningful for 2009
-getting so close with the guys n girls after all these years, our Clique :)
-many things happened everyday and made me a better person for 2010
-drunken moments and closer bonds..
-a recital for a lesson, Journey to a better pianist
Confessions for wrong doings for 2009
-been a coward to love and chose to get over
-talked wise but never acted wise
-been two headed becoz just so lazy to deal with dramas
-thought bad about friends
-never practised hard enough, always saying but not doing
-realizing that i havent actually been a good president in ESC :X
have been seeing photos in fb from east spring chorale juniors and i realised i have been quite a fucker Lolz...
wonder what it would have been like if i tried to be better hmm...
do miss the practising and running and going home in the evening and eat mac...
miss hearing those Union notes.
nowadays just living like a normal person should ba.. responsibilities n realistic thinking..
but i will never think that the money makes the world go round :) its never what a normal person should think
looking back years in sec sch do miss the early morning chats... horrible lessons to stay awake, nagging, punishment for not doing homework, rushing for recess, eating cai fan, reaching home in the afternoon super sweaty and smelly and havent bath just play dota lol
at home... doing nothing... no nid work no nid worry for NEAR future... assh....
hope tmr faster end then gona chiong to ks hse to slack, took off from tmr's shift just for chilling :D
heard from siang yew sunday's meeting was cancelled :(( was hoping to meet pri sch frens and see how they've been.. nvm hope meet up soon i wana see how everyone looks like now :D
well sat's dinner with family oso cancelled -.- but changed to monday :D WOOOOO monday no more blues babe... crab and frog leg and bamboo clam... HERE I COME!!
wa today's maths was horrible, i Blanked out and wanted to just give up...
see la dun listen to the ang moh teach... now all duno..
ang moh ah... ang moh... pls teach me :(
nvm.. go psycho siew mei teach me, she sure teach me one ^^
now...for...
Resolution For 2010 (:
/- Cliques to stay together, as long as 1 year still together, i can include it for next year and hope it goes on :)
/- meet up with people i havent seen for AGES, Pri sch frens, Kukus and big bros frens? hehe..
/- Be better at Piano
/- 2nd and Er sao to have a beautiful baby :) i cant wait...
/- hope every day will be better than the one before, dont have to be great, just good :)
/- World Peace ^_^
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
I realised how tired my body was only when holiday started.Holiday just started and I realise how tired i was and how much i was enduring to get this rest...
the minute i relaxed my mind and release all the tension, i fell sick right away...
then i feel all the aches...
gosh my back ached my arms and shoulders totally 脱臼(?) i not sure la haha...
jitao is SHAG...
well lucky this few days i had entertainment to keep my mood up
nowadays me,my 3rd n 2nd bro n mum mah jong the night away nearly every night.. lol
love mj'ing with them.. :D
lol then i just realise my block has alot of ppl mj'ing everyday...
i went to the toilet one night around 2am after mj'ing, i thought i heard mah jong sound i tot i kena mj fever, but i earlier i heard mah jong sound again in the toilet,
lol i told my bro
"wah.. our block really having mah jong craze... everyone in the block mah jong'ing every night, nowonder no one complain when we play during midnight la.. coz everyone oso doing same thing... haha"
well.. this holiday gona be more about resting ba....
not much activities planned.. first 2 days of holiday i alr spent being SICK...
tmr gona go K'ing with the girls n yida, hope i recover by tmr morning, need a few drinks to raise the holiday moods lol
well fridays gona be class outing, sentosa :D so long nvr go liao...
but wont be able to play too much coz needa work night shift :(
but will get the best out of it! so long nvr see everyone liao
wel then weekends work -.- after tht i really hoping tht i recover then i gona go holiday mood'ing liao...
well shiqi showed me a spree the last day to order is friday ~_~
n i havent get my measurements right to see which clothes i can buy...
i want all of them... :( but budget low.... even though i got my pay alr...
haiss
i even bought a special measuring tape just for tht -.-
dumb tape cost me $2... ccb
o ya ytd win money during mj then go itchy hand go cut hair...
ayia i was so shag n sick to even tell the guy not to cut my sideburns short... :(
now gona wait a very long time for it to grow back again...zzzz.. :(
just when i thought i finally got the hair shape... afff
everytime liddat one...
spent $16.80 just to make myself waste time.. noooo ~~~~
Friday, December 11, 2009
I had to drip a pail of blood to compare to his dropI have to get amputated to compare to his cut
I will have to die to compare to his injury
I was never your treasure, just a shelter to hide when the rain comes and the sun shines.
You said you were in pain, but I was sheltering part of your pain and have to take my own.
You were never there when I needed you,
You were no where when I cried for you.
He crushed you heart, You come to me
To seek salvage and serenity.
I could never refuse till now,
I shove you off and say No.
Never am I going to be your own,
Never to bring you sun shine when your alone,
Never to be there when you need a care.
Mistakes are done to make you learn,
do it again and you never earn.
People only treasure something when they lose it.
And that is what I have learnt.
Always Second...
Monday, October 19, 2009
Ending a working sunday night.
Wine & dine on a sunday midnight, thats how i ended mine :)
just finished a tiring 12 hr shift of work at e airport...
theres still school tmr... reached home at 12, went to cheers before i went home, so had supper settled
A glass of wine and a cup of instant noodle, my beautiful midnight supper at home :)
got 2 cups of instant noodle so ate it with jay bro, gosh just when i thought of pouring him a glass, he alr had an empty glass with a few drops of wine
drunkass..
still having my bad cough though :( and now added with a flu that my big bro got me -.-
he got drunk on friday so when he came home, he prolly on the huge fan n didnt adjust it, so tht night i had 1 big fan and 1 small fan blowing straight at me on full.
fuck and all i had was my jacket , coz i was sleeping in the living room tht night,
when i woke up, i had blankets, pillows, lol simply everything
i guess my mum woke up n pitied me n gave me a blanket, n someone else woke up n pitied me with a pillow.
woke up lol saw a huge scar on my big bro's arm, gosh its bad enuf to get drunk, falling down n get injured is just dumb -.-
well its not as if its not gona happen anyway, its bound to happen the way he drinks..
im gona enjoy my little night now before i go for a short nap before i start going to school :)
well i thought abt something through the whole day while working, that i really wana go somewhere nice to eat some nice food and enjoy good ambiance...
all i did at work was looking at tourist brochures n guides for good food in hotels... malls..
n on the internet as well...
haha horrible staff! slacking n thinking bout food, i know im horrible!
i wish i could go to some deserted island for a holiday alone :)
im gona do tht when im rich in future! haha
for now.. i can only dream ... everythings just gona go back to reality....
Sunday, October 18, 2009
A beautiful off day gone :)well i enjoyed it pretty much today
a good rest
was talking to my mum bout buffets and hotels
we were talking bout going overseas to relax or go on a cruise, then we realise singapore was still the safest place to enjoy and relax, places like malaysia and thailand have risks, n safer places like korea and the western places are really expensive...
so we talked about what there is in singapore, she told me big bro n his frens are planning to stay at the hotel after the wedding dinner, coz they'll prolly get dirt drunk, well i was saying i dont mind paying for a room to stay since its cheaper to get it at the airport hotel reservations, i realise theres still school the day after...
so... nah i dun wana pon another wed, will save it up when i need it.
well we agreed to go eat the buffet at crowne plaza soon, when jay is back from russia or something, wherever hes going la, n after big bros wedding.
its gona be fun :)
hasnt gone out with my family for a long time...
since weekdays are stuck with school n their stuck with work n weekends im stuck with a part time job...
never home on weekend afternoon n evening, so any dinner i always miss :(
well im really thinking of going somewhere to relax in the december time...
prolly go on cruise... oh gosh really want it now
well im not going there to gamble my life away, hate it when dumb ppl says that going on a cruise without gambling is dumb,
the main point of going on a cruise is to relax, im not trying to earn a living, i've done that in my normal hard enuf,
so People, when you go on a holiday, make sure is a holiday :)
dont be crappers who leave their kids in the room n go to the jackpot machine or the tables to gamble a few hands
well i'd really wana go somewhere without high rises...
an island, with a beautiful scenery...
somesort of deserted island resort...
just walking down the beach...
drinking wine...
getting a spa...
eating uber nice food...
the thought of it makes me go crazy alr...
well i hope i'll be able to get an off soon to go out with my family. :)
